i realize that with time i tend to update with lesser and lesser words. i was just reading my past entries and i used to write ESSAYS about things in my life. i guess it's not that i don't pay attention to the shit in my life that i can bitch about later in this LJ but i just don't care anymore. because i've come to realized that life is going to suck no matter what you have to say so why waste time? but it's still good to bitch. just sayin'.

gohyilin if you're reading this, i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you and i miss you. hope you're doing well for your As now i don't dare to ask because i'm scared that i'll jinx it but do know that i miss you you lousy person we need to "rebuild our BFF-ness" because you've been out of my life for like what this whole fucking year i am upset.

sitt reading through my entries made me realize that we have our getting-close-to-each-other-and-eventually-becoming-BFFs road documented on LJ! HOW EGGCITING. another thing is i totally have 2005 entries here (although they are locked and mainly postings of kame pictures) which i still read from time to time and refresh my memory that i used to have disgusting spelling D:








yes i am aware of the time now.